Hey there! I hope you’re doing okay! I’m not sure what topic to write for today… honestly I’m having a small vacation so I will be writing some of my random thoughts. I hope it feels reassuring for you.

It’s actually very strange how some people can impact you in your life. I’m writing this for a specific person I have been thinking about a lot lately. Thinking that some people might be a part of your life until you grow old is an bold idea. There are moments when you imagine living with that person and spending your perfect life as perfect as it can be. I kind of have a bold imagination actually.

There are times when you show another part of yourself. One that no one has ever experienced and only that specific person have seen. It happened to me a couple of times. I don’t know how to explain it actually. It’s more like something I’m scared of, rather than happy.

Thinking of life experiences make me feel strange too. I am switching from one topic to the other, but it’s just my random thoughts. We all have good and bad experiences but what is really defining this “good” and “bad”? I’m searching the answer to this question.

It feels nice to dig to your thoughts sometimes. Other times I have that bitter sweet taste, that this hurt but it also didn’t hurt all the way. Odd. Very odd. Is someone able to hurt you and ruin you or do you just let them do it while you’re clueless about them? God I think I need to start writing poetry-

Living life to the fullest should be one’s goal about life itself. But it surely isn’t my goal. And I don’t really know if I’m right or wrong in this situation. What’s right and wrong anyway? Maybe we should just do what makes us feel good within. Feeling good about existing, feeling good about us. I never tried that. I guess it is time.

I’m not going to write anything more. I’ll just let those thoughts settle in in my head. Im thankful to the person I’m thinking of that caused me to write these things. Who knows? Maybe we all find a better purpose for life, maybe not. I think that the key is to live the way we enjoy ourselves. I don’t know what that will be, but I’ll be exited to find out.